SO TODAE WAS TPSU AGM PERFORMANCE... All those hardwork and sweat and pain we need to endure for two weeks is all worth it and paid off.. We had a blast give them a blast and most importantly we had fun.. and bond wif each other... There maybe times when we get on each other's nerve but we handled it well and juz remain coolll.. HAHHA!! i still want to do tis kind of events as it is so gd and the experince is PRICELESS!! HAHAH!!

So todae.. we came at 4 .. and we did makeup blah blah.. and the rehearsals are killin me cos i was so scared to perform.. dun knoe why!!! i was so scared i screwed up the things, the choroe and the formation.. but i juz kept my cool while my heart is beating like the wings of humming bird.. Was so scared until to the point of fainting! hahah!! AND i wear eyeliner!! i was so freaked out by myself!! oh well.. i wanna try and everyone say i look freaky!! HAHHA!! OMG!! i cant pull it off!! and in addition when we had our dinner, which is my first meal of the day (seriously i survive on red bull during perf time.. almost had a bad tummy ache) the ppl were starin at us and me cos i knoe i look freakyyy.. oh welll... AND I HATE KFC!! u see ah.. everyone bought the food from KFC okae.. and me, farhanah, eulene and nicole bought bubble teas.. and those stupid KFC people was like "no outside food or drinks allowed" i was like OMG! BITC*! we still bought the drinks form KFC okae!! we are not bustin their business or wat!! i feel like boycotting that KFC outlet... seriously damn stupid.. And it is not once or twice.. but three times they warn us! Why dun juz kick us out of the KFC.. LOSERS!!

Enough abt the kfc.. juz make my blood boils whenever i tink of it.. Well back to the performance.. I cant wait to do another performance cos it is sooooo FUNNNN!!!!! weell below are some of the pics taken back stage... The rest are on my facebook!! so BWYE BWYE!!

BLack Dollars$!

GGRRRR!!

Glittering our hair.

THe PerforMers of 2009 for TPSU

I have nutin else beter to dooooooo.. So iam gg to blog. This week is so hectic!! not to mention that i need to complete my Research Report where i dun knoe what i am doing and the dance training for the TPSU agm. The chores that are piling up at home that are all for me.. I am so tired and shagged. Went to the doctor juz now after the training, cos my lower back is givin me problem again and my toes are starting to feel numb and painful. I am juz so tireddd... Luckily is not a slip disk problem but the doctor say quite serious cos its an old injury and it is actin up again!! he even ask me to rest for one mth!! i was like no way!! HAHA!! i will juz die!! i still got my crew to think abt!! haha!!

After tat went home and start doing project. Squeezin out my last bit of juice and leave me dry like a wilted flower. I am so tireddd.... Did i mention that my parents are ssooooo unreasonable. Islike they dun understand wat i am gg thru and juz give me all their attitude!! i am oredi half dead and they still like being so unreasonable to me!!! i feel like juz running away from home and dance all nite thru!! Dance is the only thing that keeps me sane! its so difficult to explain to them as they juz dun get it in ENGLISH! i like need to explain to them in MALAY which i suck at and leavin me givin up explaining to them! BLAME IT ON MY POOR GRASP OF THE MALAY SKILLS IN SARCASM AND BITC*INESS. I juz cant be sarcastic and bitc*y in malay.. So tats why i give up and my parents still nagging and like givin me hell.

My life now is just in a mess now! if there is one more problem tat arises, i think i will juz collapse. I can't juggle alot of stuffs at the same time. It will end up falling my hand and tripping me. SO PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON POOR ME! But on a side note.. these things really keeps me occupied and keeps me from doing stupid things that have no significance to my life. So i appreciate it to a certai extent. But to large extent, i juz feel like drowning myself in pilllows now..

One final thing, if u dun understand wat i am writing till now.. TOO BADDD!! HAHA!! cos i my mind is so disqrganized that i dunno where to start and where to end.. SO maybe u have wasted ur time on me... Oh well.. Thank you then.. HAHAH!!! MY BAD!!

OMG! I am bloggin!!! like finally!! Sori people!! my life is very hectic and in shambles tis past few mths that i need some time to pick it up again and reassemble it! HAHHA!! i dun knoe where to begin!! theres alot of things happening around me!! Lets start wif the most recent ones so at least there is sumtin going on in this blog...

So TPDE orientation was a blast! had so much fun havin bonding time and crazy time in entertaining people!! i made a fool out of myself... I hope the juniors did not think hat i only dance liddat!! hahha!! throw my face only!! HAHA!! after tat had a bdae chalet at nite wif kevon.. Went to a fren's chalet and practically the chalets there have a bdae party oso.. Is like u are entering a PARTY ZONE! HAHAH!! oh welll.. HAHA! had a blast oso.. like stay overnite, laughing wif frens... Wat a nice moment.. HAHAH!!!

SO my school had a holiday after the term test. Did i fail to mention that i had flu for one of the paper and therefore i didnt come for the SOICAL PSYCH PaPER!! Like wth!! now my next exam will have a higher percentage for my final grade!! SHIT!! cannot procrastinate in studyin thenn.. ALSO my other test!! OHHH SHIT!!! i screw all the papers.. OH WELL.... So after tat polytechnic hols.. HHA!! oh well.. life as a dancer meaning holiday equals to more dance training.. I LOVE IT!! sessioning wif after VII, Learning choreo, creating new choreo is so fun to me now!! i love it!! then oso joined for the performance for TPSU AGM, so we will be performing for it... HAHA!! we like practice everyday can! HAHAH!! to add this all up!! my maid went home for holiday. and all the house hold CHORES are thrown at me!! OH NO!OOO!!! COupled wif that i have 4 projs to complete!! OH SHIT!! now i completed only 1!!!! OHHH MAAANN!! Must start soon!!! SHIT SHIT!! HAHAH!! oh welllll....

Wat summore ah... OOHHH!! the best part! finally i went to some place which is forbidden for me now... Wif kevon.. SO FUNNN!! cant wait to go there again... Gettin excited and all those things juz made me love it.. But i have low tolerancee to it and made a fool out of myself! SHIT!! HAHAH!!!

Wat else is there to my life?? ERMMMMMM!! i cant remember!! tis wat appens when u dun update it regularly HAKEEMM!! hahah!! oh well..... ANyway.. i am planning to do chalet for my M18 bdae!!! HAHAH!! So yupzzz... details will be given at a later time... But juz keep those times free.. Like 2nd oct!! HAHAH!! CAnt wait to turn 18 and have a blast!!! BBOOOOOOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!! SEE YA SOONNN!!! PEACE OUT!