Well lets see.. OH YAR!! WORK AND EXAMS!! Never work when u have exams around the corner!! I sabotaged myself and nearly died when i got a FREAKING F grade for my social psych coursework!! This calls for a lot of concern from my lecturers who one by one advise me... I was feeling so guilty and alomst cried and breakdown cos i am gg thru alot of things! BUT U NOE WAT!! I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS IN THE END!! I AMMM SOO HAPPYYY!! THANK YOU GOD! I was so scared that i need to repeat a semester and not participating for my dance concert... Thank you!

Then it was fasting month, it was great since most of my time was spent breaking fast with my frens at TOPMAN. HAH!! It was fun although sometimes abit depressing cos everyday eat the same thing everytime due to the expensive food in Orchard! Oh well!! HAHA! ITS OVER!! HAHAH!! AND U NOE WAT!! I fasted the whole month!! I never missed a day!! WHEE!! Although sometimes i forget that I fast and ate two sweets until two hours later i realised I was fasting and laughed like mad! HAHA!! It was a blunder on my part and i forget! NOT on PURPOSE!! So it does not count! HAHAH!

THEN HARI RAYA!! SEE THE PHOTO!! HAHA! Yeah the whole family is black this year! hahah! I dun knoe why this year i spent little on my clothes for hari raya! I spent like only $300 dollars on my clothings. I never spent on my shoes. Lazy to buy. HAHA!! Dun knoe why but the atmosphere for this year raya is quite dissapointing. Maybe its a sign of me growing up!! I AM MATURING!! HAHAH!

So now is still the festive season. Coming to the 3rd week of hari raya. And activity seems to decrease although now i keep going to school to dance. MISS DANCING LIKE MAD AND THE BODY ACHE! HAHAH!! I need to start to tone on my body cos i feel i am gaining a few KG. HAHAH!! DID I MENTION MY MARVELOUS 18 will be this FRIDAY 2nd OCTOBER!! CANT WAIT TO BE 18!! I waited all my life to turn 18! DUN FORGET TO WISH ME!! OR I KILL U!! HAHAH!! I hope it will be anice day for me although i will be having dance class from 9 pm to 11 pm. But still I hope for a nice day for me! PLS GOD! Well i tink tats all to this post! WHEEE!!

PS: Someone help me, I am confused and troubled... =)

LAZY ahhhh..I am damn lazy to bloggggg.. so i will juz say some few things... ERRMMM.... Oh yar... So after my quarantine days i went back to skoool for mon and tues. But on Wed, Thurs and Fri i didnt go skool cos i was on 3 days mc!!!! i got flu HAHA!! the result of being exposed to people who are sick. HAHA! finaly the virus is takin effect!! now still there!! HAHAHA!

So i missed my first day of work at bugis. Oh yar finally i got a work!! WHEEE!! HAPPY HAPPY! My plans will be working! SO continue on my sickness. I still go out and meet baby last min. I really appreciate baby comin down after calling baby last min.. Anyway i am sorry baby for everytin i have done to u.. I am truly, very sorry. So we watched movie but baby needs to go home cos baby's mother having fever, so am i. So we went immediately home after the movie. Then the next day went to baby house to accompany baby do homework and i oso did a few and catch some sleep tgt before gg out to watch HARY POTTER! Beofre that we went out and eat at HEI SUSHI! Damn nice! We are one of the lucky ones to watch Harry Potter thanx to baby who booked it. Then went home but as usual parents nag. Their paranoia and nag are becoming amusing to me. HAHHA!!

THen on fri, still sick but meet up wif noel, mitch and kevon for dinner and beancurd at Selegie. Very fun outing. Lazy to upload pics. Can find in mitch and noels blog to see.. Thank u lovely people!! We camwhored at orcahrd central and i love the architcture it is so artistic. Give me te inspiration to draw. Drawing a stick figure... HAHA!! but seriously it is damn niceee!!!

Then on sat and sun. I started working. I am damn loner can and anti-social.. But okae lah.. it is improving. I juz remained quiet throughout my hours there. Imagine me, HAKEEM, quiet and serious for 10 hrs. Cannot imagine ha! OR SCARY!!! HAHHAHA!! yah!! COME ON HAKEEM!!! SHOW UR POWERS!!!!! HAHA!! and i look like an idiot in topman can!! all the satff come to workstylish. I came to work in dance attire. Worst rehearsal gear. SO I WAS SO OUT OF PLACEEE!! AND I KNOE THEY LOOK AT ME WEIRDLY!!! hahah!! Oh well, on tues i shall show them my style and my fashionista side of me. Anyway wat suppose to be a short post seems to be a long one. HAHA! ph well! GD NITES!!!

PS: BABY I AM REALLY SORRY...

I Want To Dance!

As the title says.. I want to dance.. I am all set for doing and exploring Street Jazz as my style. Did i mention Freddy is awesome? I cant wait to go for his MTV Groove open class. Out of all the MTV Groove instructors I love Ryan and Freddy styles. They makes street jazz a dance that not only gals can do it but guys tooo!! It brings out the essence of the dance.. SEXINESS!! Can't wait!! HAHA!!

Did i mention oso that i am being qurantined for seven days??!! Meaning i can't go to skool for seven days??!! It may sound fun but i cannot go dance in skool and session wif my damce mates!! I am damn sad... To add tmrw is modern class and I cant go!!! I am Damn sad!!! I want to stretch and become loosee!! Tat sounds wrong actually. Oh well! HAHHA!! I think the impact of me not being able to dance has finally settled in. I am like keep looking songs to dance to and keep watching dance videos online!! I never knew that the day when I will be a dance fanatic will come!! HAHAH!! I am so depressed!!!

Anyway lemme tell u the reason for me being quarantined. On Friday, I was busy rushing for my Social Psychology project and it's one hour to deadline when last min Azeemah the Resident of HSS decided to call me and ask me to be alst min emcee as practically all the EMCEES are on MC. It rhymes!! HAHA!! So I was like being a nice guy says okay and my busy day starts to settle in. From rushing to submit project to rushing and change to my geeky outfit for the HSS AGM and learning my script. HAHA!! I was so unprepared cause I don't know what is going on. So I was with Tiara a yr one student to run the show. Lemme teelll uu.. we were awesome! I couldnt ask for a more better partner.. We were like super geeky to the max! HAHA!! and to make it worse where we need to stall for time because of some technical problem. I was like SERIOUSLY??!! So we made a fool of myself and joke around. Where I sing TOUCH MY BODY by Mariah Carrey. Luckily they laugh cos i swear i will run and jump down if they dont laugh. We were running out of ideas and i swear i was about to dance but luckily they fix the problem. I was Like WHEW! haha!!

But I had a blast on tat day! Its been a long time since i become an emcee of a show. So i was glad that i revert to my pri school and sec school days where i used to be an emcee for shows. HAHAH!! However the good memories of the AGM was haunted by a gal at the backstage was affected with H1N1 virus. Luckily its a mild one and i hope she is okae. So all the peolple backstage practically 1/3 of the course people is quarantined. It sucks... So here i am stuck at home for seven days..

But the weirdest thing is that they only inform me on Monday. On sat i was in hip hop class dancing and freestyling my ass off in class with Street Jazz man!! i was so happy!! HAAH!! yah! shldn't they be quarantined oso?? haha!! oh well.. dun understand wat the management are thinking. Practically everyone was in contact with everyone during the HSS AGM. HAHA!! Oh weelll Wadeva! tats all bah!! I LOOKK SUPER GEEKY ON TAT DAY!

Me and Janell. I love this photo!

My Geeky Outfit! Retarded ha!

Weirddd...

Micheellleee!!

The Geeky Class!

Tiara! She is awesome!

SO TODAE WAS TPSU AGM PERFORMANCE... All those hardwork and sweat and pain we need to endure for two weeks is all worth it and paid off.. We had a blast give them a blast and most importantly we had fun.. and bond wif each other... There maybe times when we get on each other's nerve but we handled it well and juz remain coolll.. HAHHA!! i still want to do tis kind of events as it is so gd and the experince is PRICELESS!! HAHAH!!

So todae.. we came at 4 .. and we did makeup blah blah.. and the rehearsals are killin me cos i was so scared to perform.. dun knoe why!!! i was so scared i screwed up the things, the choroe and the formation.. but i juz kept my cool while my heart is beating like the wings of humming bird.. Was so scared until to the point of fainting! hahah!! AND i wear eyeliner!! i was so freaked out by myself!! oh well.. i wanna try and everyone say i look freaky!! HAHHA!! OMG!! i cant pull it off!! and in addition when we had our dinner, which is my first meal of the day (seriously i survive on red bull during perf time.. almost had a bad tummy ache) the ppl were starin at us and me cos i knoe i look freakyyy.. oh welll... AND I HATE KFC!! u see ah.. everyone bought the food from KFC okae.. and me, farhanah, eulene and nicole bought bubble teas.. and those stupid KFC people was like "no outside food or drinks allowed" i was like OMG! BITC*! we still bought the drinks form KFC okae!! we are not bustin their business or wat!! i feel like boycotting that KFC outlet... seriously damn stupid.. And it is not once or twice.. but three times they warn us! Why dun juz kick us out of the KFC.. LOSERS!!

Enough abt the kfc.. juz make my blood boils whenever i tink of it.. Well back to the performance.. I cant wait to do another performance cos it is sooooo FUNNNN!!!!! weell below are some of the pics taken back stage... The rest are on my facebook!! so BWYE BWYE!!

BLack Dollars$!

GGRRRR!!

Glittering our hair.

THe PerforMers of 2009 for TPSU

I have nutin else beter to dooooooo.. So iam gg to blog. This week is so hectic!! not to mention that i need to complete my Research Report where i dun knoe what i am doing and the dance training for the TPSU agm. The chores that are piling up at home that are all for me.. I am so tired and shagged. Went to the doctor juz now after the training, cos my lower back is givin me problem again and my toes are starting to feel numb and painful. I am juz so tireddd... Luckily is not a slip disk problem but the doctor say quite serious cos its an old injury and it is actin up again!! he even ask me to rest for one mth!! i was like no way!! HAHA!! i will juz die!! i still got my crew to think abt!! haha!!

After tat went home and start doing project. Squeezin out my last bit of juice and leave me dry like a wilted flower. I am so tireddd.... Did i mention that my parents are ssooooo unreasonable. Islike they dun understand wat i am gg thru and juz give me all their attitude!! i am oredi half dead and they still like being so unreasonable to me!!! i feel like juz running away from home and dance all nite thru!! Dance is the only thing that keeps me sane! its so difficult to explain to them as they juz dun get it in ENGLISH! i like need to explain to them in MALAY which i suck at and leavin me givin up explaining to them! BLAME IT ON MY POOR GRASP OF THE MALAY SKILLS IN SARCASM AND BITC*INESS. I juz cant be sarcastic and bitc*y in malay.. So tats why i give up and my parents still nagging and like givin me hell.

My life now is just in a mess now! if there is one more problem tat arises, i think i will juz collapse. I can't juggle alot of stuffs at the same time. It will end up falling my hand and tripping me. SO PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON POOR ME! But on a side note.. these things really keeps me occupied and keeps me from doing stupid things that have no significance to my life. So i appreciate it to a certai extent. But to large extent, i juz feel like drowning myself in pilllows now..

One final thing, if u dun understand wat i am writing till now.. TOO BADDD!! HAHA!! cos i my mind is so disqrganized that i dunno where to start and where to end.. SO maybe u have wasted ur time on me... Oh well.. Thank you then.. HAHAH!!! MY BAD!!

OMG! I am bloggin!!! like finally!! Sori people!! my life is very hectic and in shambles tis past few mths that i need some time to pick it up again and reassemble it! HAHHA!! i dun knoe where to begin!! theres alot of things happening around me!! Lets start wif the most recent ones so at least there is sumtin going on in this blog...

So TPDE orientation was a blast! had so much fun havin bonding time and crazy time in entertaining people!! i made a fool out of myself... I hope the juniors did not think hat i only dance liddat!! hahha!! throw my face only!! HAHA!! after tat had a bdae chalet at nite wif kevon.. Went to a fren's chalet and practically the chalets there have a bdae party oso.. Is like u are entering a PARTY ZONE! HAHAH!! oh welll.. HAHA! had a blast oso.. like stay overnite, laughing wif frens... Wat a nice moment.. HAHAH!!!

SO my school had a holiday after the term test. Did i fail to mention that i had flu for one of the paper and therefore i didnt come for the SOICAL PSYCH PaPER!! Like wth!! now my next exam will have a higher percentage for my final grade!! SHIT!! cannot procrastinate in studyin thenn.. ALSO my other test!! OHHH SHIT!!! i screw all the papers.. OH WELL.... So after tat polytechnic hols.. HHA!! oh well.. life as a dancer meaning holiday equals to more dance training.. I LOVE IT!! sessioning wif after VII, Learning choreo, creating new choreo is so fun to me now!! i love it!! then oso joined for the performance for TPSU AGM, so we will be performing for it... HAHA!! we like practice everyday can! HAHAH!! to add this all up!! my maid went home for holiday. and all the house hold CHORES are thrown at me!! OH NO!OOO!!! COupled wif that i have 4 projs to complete!! OH SHIT!! now i completed only 1!!!! OHHH MAAANN!! Must start soon!!! SHIT SHIT!! HAHAH!! oh welllll....

Wat summore ah... OOHHH!! the best part! finally i went to some place which is forbidden for me now... Wif kevon.. SO FUNNN!! cant wait to go there again... Gettin excited and all those things juz made me love it.. But i have low tolerancee to it and made a fool out of myself! SHIT!! HAHAH!!!

Wat else is there to my life?? ERMMMMMM!! i cant remember!! tis wat appens when u dun update it regularly HAKEEMM!! hahah!! oh well..... ANyway.. i am planning to do chalet for my M18 bdae!!! HAHAH!! So yupzzz... details will be given at a later time... But juz keep those times free.. Like 2nd oct!! HAHAH!! CAnt wait to turn 18 and have a blast!!! BBOOOOOOOOOMMMMMM!!!!!! SEE YA SOONNN!!! PEACE OUT!

Finally!! I am Bloggin!! After like how many days? Or weeks? I think close to one mth!! DO ua ll miss me!!! I knoe u do!!!! HAHHA!! Well life have been difficult and busy for me after the dance concert!! omg eons ago!! I shall review my vow as a dancer now!! HAHA!! I, Hakeem will train and rain and wont stop training as there is no stoppin in learning in the dictionary of dance! Signed, Sealed and Delivering! HAHAHA!! My next aim is the suntec dance competition.... ANd not to win the comp as i knoe it will be impossible wif alot of other dancers participating!! But it is for the experience and the exposure needed to improve!!! HAHAHA!!!

Lets put tat aside.. Lemme see skool reopen and i helped TPDE with the noticeboard and the TAGLINE "xoxo, tpde" was suggested by me!! and it was so genius of me!! and wif a touch of my magic and other ppl magic, our notice board transform to a awesome board!! I knoe i knoe thank u thank u!! HAHAH!! and last fri we juz accepted freshies and juniors to TPDE!! Welcome to those who have the passion for dance and BOOO to those who complain abt the dance fees with the most ridiculous tone!! Scuse me pls check the normal rate first b4 complaining abt the dance fees! ERGGHHH!! Tis shows that u have no passion for dance and we dun need ppl like u!! And for those who have the PASSION, welcome and i am scared as most of the juniors i think will be much doper than me! HAHA!!! Step Up the game HAKEEM!!!

Putiin that aside, well my life is full of school and projeks and dissapointment.. I seriously wish i cld do better for this term but nah... ERGHHH!!! Luckily there are few dinners and outings wif my frens to keep my mind in check and straighten my thoughts and thnking. HAHHA!! Love being wif them!! HAHAHA!! I seriously cant wait for the dance orientation this sat!!! I think i will be havin a blast!!! i hope so!! Which reminds me i need to learn steps and choreo for sumtin else!! STRESS!!!

I tink i will stop here for now and make a promise to myself to keep on bloggin as i cant blog the enitre mth events on this page.. So tirin.. i am tired!!! HAHAH!!! WELL TATS ALL CIAOZZZZ!!! PS: What is the prominent symptom of H1N1 swine flu??? THE PERSON WILL LOOK LIKE A PIG!! omg!!! U HAVE CONTRACTED THE SWINE FLU!! hahah!!! JKJKJKJ!! NO HURT FEELINGS!

MY TAGLINE!!

dOPENESS BEYOND MEASURE...

Dinner wif DCG without nadia!! ERGHH!! GAL!!!

i dun knoe wat they are lookin at!

i think i am lookin at my reflection... hahaha

My marinara, full of cheese, chiili flakes and tabasco!

Kenny Gor Gor Trying to act cute...

Haixxx.. Cam whorin...

ANd again... haixxx.... HAHAH!!